The Face of Depression (Bojack Horseman)
It's interesting how Bojack went from a funny show about a talking horse to one of the most important pieces of television that discussed the issue of mental health with heart and honesty, something mirrored in this season's seventh episode. The sixth season's first half was all about forgiveness, and so Bojack's nationwide journey to make amends with the people in his life, most of all himself, was something that resonated deeply. This was Bojack finally finding some comfort in his life, some stability in a new teaching job. He finally began to come to terms with himself, accepting that he's getting older and that his life is a work in progress. It was poignant and satisfying, finding pleasure in small wins and gradually acknowledging that Bojack is getting better. Slowly, but he is getting there. Not to mention Mr. Peanutbutter finally getting his crossover episode, an earnest payoff to a running joke that actually packs so much satisfaction. The Face of Depression is a collection of moments that remind our hero that no matter how far he falls, it's never to late to keep trying to come back
You're Mine (Killing Eve)
Death hangs over every character in Killing Eve, and it finally struck in a big way in the second season finale. From the satisfyingly gory dispatching of Villanelle's handler to Hugo's grim fate bearing a grim reminder of the consequences of espionage, the body count skyrocketed in this episode, but each one served to deepen the show's stylish, macabre obsession with reminding characters of their own mortality. It was capped off in typically brazen style when they did the unthinkable, actually having Villanelle kill Eve. I think. Whether or not this was a fakeout remains to be seen, but one thing's for sure, no show revels in toying with the fragility of its character's fates quite like this one. You're Mine was an electric reminder of what Killing Eve can do at its most wicked, playing with the viewer in such an addictively evil manner, and I wouldn't have it any other way
Pandemonium (The Good Place)
It's odd for a show to have such high stakes when all of the characters are, y'know, dead since the first episode, but Pandemonium plays with this idea, using Chidi's heartbreaking sacrifice as a way of making the consequences resonate. It's not a death, but it is a character we've come to love being completely wiped simply because it's the most practical thing to do. Funny and clever as the show is, this episode proved that The Good Place had some weighty, genuinely resonant emotional stakes, and was able to provide a moment that was so overwhelming in its quiet tragedy. True he wasn't going, but he wasn't going to be Chidi anymore either, and that was the problem, for us and for Eleanor. The third season may have been fairly weak overall, but it went out on a dynamite note, a punch in the gut that unravels the things that need to be put aside for the greater good
Ariadne (Russian Doll)
Russian Doll scrambled through its existentialism in such a hypnotically funny way, but it did this with such verve that it was going to take a serious amount of gonzo universe exploration to end it right. And that's exactly what Ariadne did in its twin-timeline reveal, finally letting the newly changed Nadia and Alan out of the loop and into their realities.... only to reveal that the versions of them we've been following have actually been in two entirely separate universes. It could have gone too far into cosmic mindbendingness, but it remembers the crucial thing that made Russian Doll work, the focus on the cynical yet spirited efforts of two people who are just trying to keep going. Their efforts to save each other gave the show a chance to focus on the progress made through repetition, and the result is typically weird, scathingly funny and utterly immersive, made even better by the quietly moving reminder that we're not as alone in the world as we think we are
Episode 1 (Fleabag)
"This is a love story", our bloodied heroine assures us as she welcomes herself back into our lives, and nearly the entirety of this first episode was spent following her attempts to navigate an impossibly awkward family dinner. It was like cringe-inducing theatre, by turns funny and gut-wrenching, but made increasingly interesting by the introduction of the Hot Priest. The dialogue was well and truly weaponised here, questions and comments used to probe and wound. It was here when the secrets and lies of these people continually threatened to rise to the surface and deepen the chaos, something that the maestro that is Phoebe Waller-Bridge both laughs at and lets resonate. I honestly could have gone with any of the second season's gorgeously realised chapters, but nothing felt as dangerous or electric as this, a near perfect reintroduction to everyone's favourite foul-mouthed fourth wall-breaker. This was the start of something special, with an energy that is as dynamic and cutting as anything you were likely to see on TV in 2019
The Trial (What We Do in the Shadows)
There are so many vampire stories out there, and What We Do in the Shadows' seventh episode was a gleefully meta riff on almost all of them. Tilda Swinton, Danny Trejo, Wesley Snipes, Dave Bautista, Evan Rachael Wood and even Viago, Vladislav and Deacon from the original film made appearances here, in one of the most unexpectedly hilarious moments in the most unexpectedly hilarious show of the year. It was an out of nowhere delight, so deftly written, balancing cleverness and silliness to create something so wonderfully funny. Nobody could have seen this one coming, and yet that's why it works so well, revelling in its cheerfully unusual assembly of pop-culture's favourite bloodsuckers. Joyously irreverent and wickedly witty, The Trial turned the show's worldbuilding into the most deftly meta joke imaginable, climaxing in an escape from a well that's as brazenly ridiculous as this show gets.
The Sauna Test (Stranger Things)
I loved how much Stranger Things' third season leaned into the horror of the show, and nowhere was this more apparent than in the gang's desperate attempt to prove that Billy was possessed by the Mind Flayer. Serious Bodysnatcher vibes were evoked as Hawkins' resident scumbag led a town-wide assimilation by a shadowy force, but the real highlight was the titular sauna test, where Dacre Montgomery took things to the next level. Watching Billy desperately succumb to the Flayer's dark powers was stunning stuff, perfectly personified by Montgomery, undeniably terrifying but all the more compelling because he himself is terrified. The plotting was ace here too, as the town-wide possession marched closer and closer to all encompassing horror. This was the season that gave Billy new, previously unexplored depths, and it was in this episode in particular that a potentially one-note bully character was given so much depth. It was stress-inducing brilliance that was absolutely made by Billy's sensational showcase of his Mind Flayer-influenced darkness
Episode 4 (Years and Years)
Years and Years was sharp, deeply poignant viewing from the beginning, but the fourth episode, following Daniel and Viktor's desperate attempt to get back into the UK was as hauntingly relevant as any episode of TV in 2019. It was breathless, tense and depressingly plausible, climaxing in a heart wrenching drowning and a soul-shattering phone call. This was an episode that explored the dark realities of an impossible to ignore issue, cementing Years and Years as an unmissable piece of present-tense dystopia. This was one of the most important episodes of television in years, pulling no punches in its dark prophecy. It brings to life the most depressingly relevant of post-Brexit issues in hope of starting a conversation that needs to be had. It's among the finest work that Russell T. Davies has ever done, astonishing in its white-hot skewering of the horrors of now
The Curse (Derry Girls)
The Happiness of All Mankind (Chernobyl)
Chernobyl's division into five individual chapters, each one focusing on a different aspect of the response to the tragedy was a fantastic structure, letting the show really explore everything its portraying. The best one is also the toughest, showing not just the evacuation of the Chernobyl Exclusion Zone and the mass killing of all of its contaminated animals but also the efforts to clear the roof of the plant. Like the show as a whole, The Happiness of All Mankind was unflinching in its content, but in showing the harrowing reality of how a crisis must be responded to, it became something so utterly astonishing. It urges the audience to not look away, to realise the brutal but absolutely real truth and the centre of the episode and going on to explore why it matters. Barry Keoghan is excellent here as a civilian drafted to exterminate all of the areas animals, bringing to life a sobering portrayal of innocence lost. It was far from an easy watch, and it was the episode of this show that I struggled the most to watch, but it was the kind of singular, absolutely necessary viewing that defines why Chernobyl as a series is so important